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something's somewhere

2009-01-06T10:42:00.001-08:00

i am feeling so horrible cos i've put in much effort in our e-site but till date, we dont even see its results..
i'm feeling scare-ed but something's holding me on...
what is it?

2009-01-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

i am feeling lost and dejected.
one reason is because i haven't been doing my part in my job.
i have been meeting friends and neglected my job.
i am not satisfied with whats happening around me.
but whatever it is.. i need to work hard and achieve smth in life.
but whats that missing something?

2009-01-02T02:52:00.000-08:00

she hates herself...

she is a damn fucking slow ass...

she better god damn finish her work by TODAY!!!

she is slow... slow by 2 days already!!!

DAMN IT!!!

my perseverence

2008-12-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

no matter how tired lim xiao wei is, she's going to make it GOOD! =)

dingdingdiong is back!

2008-12-06T21:39:00.000-08:00

ding ding diong is back from melbourne! =) we caught up and gossip everything from ah niao to things happen there. anyways, it was fun at timbre! timbre serves good mini burgers and not forgetting their hawaiian pizza and of cos the liveband there! wonderful! we didn't hang out long there cos niao had to leave... still, we'll go back there again. to chill...

back to xmas party planning. it seems like no one is enthusiastic about this year xmas cos nobody replies yet except for the normal 5: gek, irene, niao, diong, hoon. kevin, shushu and sum cant make it. rahr! i hate this! people, reply me plsss plsss plsss... =)

i dont know if i was wrong

2008-12-05T10:40:00.000-08:00

i do enjoy myself when i'm around with n but this enjoyment makes me want to rely on n. n has no intentions to go further than this. n is never a boyfriend-material. n it'll never be. n i shuld just stop it.

2008-12-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

Afterall, I don't really like my mum.

somehow i forgot the presence of...

2008-11-18T01:33:00.000-08:00

Somehow i forgot the presence of my NOTEBOOK (not PC Notebook)

It updates me about things that has yet complete..

and they listen to my grumbles and fumbles.

And i have a BIG habit.. I love to jump pages!

HA! No wonder I haven't been myself recently.

Examination Hall

2008-11-18T01:22:00.000-08:00

When I go into the Examination Hall,
I will pick up my pen
and write down in key points
and there's only 2 to 4 keywords.
Nothing else.
And I won’t be writing nonsense.
I will only elaborate in key points
and then fullstop.

and after 2 hrs...

i will stop my pen.

and scream out..

'ITS OVER!'

Next Year.

2008-11-18T00:58:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

The family will be soon going through a major restructuring. It is going to affect every member of the LIMs and I hope next year will be a good and properous year for everyone of us.

Love,
XiaoWei

2008-11-12T06:52:00.001-08:00

没时间了。

要积极地温书！

没时间，我没时间！

MUM

2008-11-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

I MISS MUM.
she left for phnom penh this morning.
i saw her walking towards the boarding gate..
yet she somehow forgot our 'habit'...
to look back and smile...

and our big wave!!..

she forgot :(

I CAN'T WAIT!

2008-11-09T20:30:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE GANG and the stupid penguins AGAIN!!!

the trailer is funny enough to make me roll on the floor...

lol..REALLY! go see the trailer yourself!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhQ-0HGn8mI

'It is more fun when you raise your arms like this!'

hahahahahaha...

now then i realised...

2008-11-09T03:46:00.000-08:00

coffee harms!

我太无聊了！

2008-11-08T21:48:00.000-08:00

原来我的名来自‘紫薇’

In English, we called it 'crape myrtle'

它代表：圣洁/喜悦/长寿

It represent pure, happiness and longevity! :)

who am i? and what am i really are?

2008-11-07T21:42:00.000-08:00

They say a picture represents how one thinks and what is that person feeling. So your duty now is to guess what am i going to write in this entry. :)

Are you guessing? Or just can't be bothered? up to you! :)

continue...

AH HA! i am back writing my random thoughts again! lol. I put up this picture because firstly it represents 'me!' and i know it is kinda 'DUH!' to say this but niang once told me that i am named after a flower... :)

WELL, I don't know what's exactly the name of the flower but IT IS A FLOWER! and take a close look at the picture... the flower is kinda isolated so you see her independence... and she's still so pretty because she is always rely on her own determination and her friends, Miss Sunny, Miss Carbon dioxide, Miss Oxygen and Miss 'Nutrence' and that's why she is still so pretty! and THE SKY! the sky represents freedom.. so you see, flower, grass, sky and the 'unseens' (air and sunlight) makes this flower still so strong. Nasty storms and hurricanes do drop by for a visit ocassionally, it definitely beaten her and she will grow weak and feel helpless BUT don't forget she has Miss Sunny and friends whom they will come by and bring life to her again. This is why she is strong and will be stronger each day...

So what do you think of my oral picture examination? pass with flying colours right! x)

can't help it larhs... i am just too bored. examinations are always bullshit. they make me turn mad and crazy... :P

oh! to those friends of the flower, i always love you guys okay!! :)

Love, Marriage, Rings, Flower? CRAP.

2008-11-07T09:18:00.001-08:00

don't get me wrong. i am not marrying.

i am just penning down my thoughts.

marriage can be a happy thing in one day and a disaster in the next few days. its like playing with stocks.. it fluctuates like crazy. it involves your emotions, thoughts and physical. I guess its more tiring compare to playing stocks.. it is mentally and physically exhaustingly tired! Do face the fact that people change.. and that includes their heart.

Well, I am not very good in sharing my thoughts but i will try to express what i would like to say.

I have seen good examples of how couples break up due to 'incompatability' and 'no time'. Also, MCPs who dont appreciate their gf-es/wives, always reprimanding and 'love' them after that. But is that true love? I dont know how to define love but definitely my definition of 'love' is hell better than that. Of course I have seen sweet ones but their lovely doveiness doesn't last long... so what my conclusion? WHY WASTE YOUR TIME?

I don't want to waste time and effort in my life doing something which won't do me good.. to think of able to do anything I want in future seems to be better than being tied down and feel hopeless. Although having a spouse may provides us additional income (depending who you marry) but GIRLS, THINK FOR YOURSELF and THE LIFE YOU WANNA LEAD. You people might think whats wrong with this woman here...

Well, firstly, I, myself have completely lost faith in guys.. especially their capability and trust. Men around me are pretty futile. Not all men though but my closest one has proves it right. Probably this is why I am stereotyping.. but I can't help it because this is the way I am brought up and this is the life I have been living in... I cherish sisterhood. zero in 'marriagehood'.

Quoted from an email from JingYi:

THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family: all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we would need each other.

HAHA!

2008-11-07T09:17:00.001-08:00

from left: rowena and me

my childhood photo! :)

how cute can us be! :P
see.. i am the retro one. the yellow bands and colourful tights.. LOL
and rowena the princessy one.. lol. she and her white lacy dress..
and the xmas tree!!
so we were celebrating xmas, aren't we?
AND look carefully... look at our faces..
i think we didn't like each other..
no smile.. no 'cheese!'... no pose.. so stern.. LOL.

seriously.. i dont remember taking this photo..
but oh well...
i still love them.
so cute!

and us nowww...
and more to come! bleah!
:)

photo credit: rowena

p.s. to rowena and friends, we are no strangers. we are friends. and when life's down, give us a call. although we always say 'we're just a phonecall away' but we seldom call. don't be scare to call.. cos no matter how busy your true friends are, they won't snap you off, instead, they will stop and listen and let your whine your ass off... :)

Cosmetic Surgery.. LIKE AGAIN!

2008-11-07T09:16:00.003-08:00

i scratched my parent's van today :( ... and is like niang just brought our van for cosmetic surgery like a week ago.. im stupidly clumsy RIGHT!!!.... ARGHS.

I'm angry with myself and that stupid red car. If the red car didn't park so close to us, if i didn't see that tiny parking lot.. nothing would happen. But sad to say, it happened and i've got to be responsible for it.. :( BOO!